are usually only interesting to the one doing the reflecting - so, let's not even go into it - but I have been thinking; i won't deny that.

i've changed, it's obvious to me.

there are so many things i could have done differently. perhaps feelings could have been spared; maybe my life would have even been simpler. still, i'm not sure i'd change what i've acheived, or trade any of the things that i've learned. so apparently i haven't changed too much, ha.

i'm not dead, i'm just preoccupied --